RELATIONSHIP ALTER EGO [written january 24,2009]

sometimes i feel like im way too yung too commit.

wit a personal mission too see how much yungins i could get

be on dese pussy missions from PG to DC

but on some real shyt im wantin dat one girl das jus for me

too any female i been wit.sorry if i felt i had ta cheat

but this my alter ego speakin the next girl ima keep.

ima take her out to eat . ima treat her just right

and she gon be da only one in my arms at da end of da night

ima cuddle when she lonely ima tend to her when she hurt

this a promise just from me .swear im doin no dirt

rub u down when u need it..ima even rub ur feet

listen im reeally prepared to show u the gentleman i could be

yes u can believe me.. we buildin dis on trust..

ready for dat commitment cuz fuckin jus aint enough

LETTER TO JAMES..... [written january 20, 2009]

im 19 now prolly wonderin watchu gettin dis letter 4
jus wanna let u kno some shyt befo u walk out dat door
put da hamma down and sit down for a sec..
dis body u bout ta catch gon leave u wit nuthin but regrets
your mind real busy..but please dont take this route..
dat shyt aint even gon matta when i tell u da year u gettin out
jus look at me 4 a second da 2 yr old baby i am..
but jus think da james dat wrote dis letter got a mustache and a beard growin in
swear time flies 16 years u aint even been in my life
moms got a new husband i see u got a new wife
years of visitation to dat correctional facility.
and accepted collect calls only way u could communicate wit me.
trust shit it aint been sweet learnin things by myself
i guess i got father figures around me ..but dese niggaz aint no help
i been thru alot..cant fake yea i felt alone.
and its tuff when da only nigga dat understands cant pick up a phone
.but just listen to what im sayin james comin from james junior
u gettin outta prison way LATER den SOONER..
and when i say dat its 2033 to be exact...so before u make dis decision jus kno aint no comin back
before u kill dis nigga before u run from da police before u crush up dis letter.
jus think how dese years u been gone effected me.............

OVERNIGHT SCENARIO [written January 18, 2009]

11pm

kissin her lips
she pulls my dreads my hand on her hips
rubbin her thighs beautiful eyes
a lustful pair seductive stare


11:15pm

tongue on her neck.
hand on her knee..aint even do nuthin yet
as she breathes rapidly

lick my way down..down to her breast
2 fingers enter ..see how wet she could get
take em out see how it taste look up and see the look on her face

11:25pm

pause for a minute lemme get my cd
get the mood right ..im ready to eat
tingling toes.no more clothes

weak in your knees im ready ta please
your legs part ..im ready to startt

11:33pm

layin on her back..my tongue attacks
lick it fast....but nah slow da pace
her pussy my lips they face to face
u wanted ur pussy licked slow and me ta suck on ur clit
u been waitin awhile but is u ready for dick?


unwrap ur legs from my neck im ready to hit..
i rather give u backshots lemme duggie real quick
nah dat was a joke i dont mean to disrespect
but u jus cummed in my mouth dont i get a prize yet?


11:50pm

bend all the way over till ya head is outta view
and lemme stick my dick in and see the motions ur ass could do
throw dat shyt back till my dick dissapears and u feel it in ur gut
while im pullin on ur hair.

12:20am

bet u could lay back down and lemme go to work...........


..ur leg shakes ready to unload right on time her pussy explodessss

passions been met..coolin down from sweat

slowin heart beats ..tangling feet..

warm and cozy ..feelin dozy

no sound..no peep..
two lovers asleep



2:00am

round 2??

DONT FORGET ABOU T ME [written january 29,2009]

even though im usually all the way in there
biting the side of your neck
while i dig in your soul
seein how deep i can get
while u grabbin ur sheets
curlin da toes on ur feet
and screamin go harder.. when our private parts meet
da arch in ya back ..got me ready ta BEAT
HARDERR....but FUCK IT... pun intended im ready ta eat
lay back for a second..lets cool off for a bit
should i lick ur thighs ur pussy.i'll start off wit ur clit
sike i lied my bad lemme tease u right quick
lick down every sensitive spot on ya body...
see how wet u could get..
but hold up yung dont forget dis is a party of two...
yea Ima be NEEDIN THIS DICK SUCKED WHEN ALL DIS IS THRU.........